Saturday, January 24, 2015

I learned I need to make sure that I am good first

I learned that I need to make sure
that
I
am good
FIRST

I used to put myself last
always
I was worried about other people's
feelings
and
judgments

now
I look at ME first
them my husband
then my children
then anyone else

WOW
what a difference


When I would put my kids first
they always put me last
or
so it seemed
and
my oldest

she has anxiety always

haters are going to hate

well

Karen is going to worry
no matter what
she will find a way...



My random thoughts on
what makes a marriage work

Trust
Respect
Love
Honesty
and
of course
Communication


Oh GOSH so much is happening
my kids
applying to school
college
grad schools
so much change

Between all of this
I feel a lot of
anger
anxiety
depression
lack of control

and
there is my worry
so much of my life has been being a mom
I need to find a new career
because
Mine
is coming to a close....