so mad at myself
really effed up some good family time
i hate when i do that
i am not seeing the big picture
i get upset about one stupid thing
and let it ruin all around me
this time is precious
we are all together for such a short time
karen is home for only 2 weeks
Bethany & Lucy have only 2 weeks off
and they only overlap one week
why do i let these little things get me down
then i hide
in my bed
because i am so embarrassed
defeating
upset with myself
mental health is not a given
we can all become unstable easily
and then beat ourselves up
when it continues to happen
and the same patterns continue
oh
i need to let it go
but it is so hard
forgiving myself is usually harder than
forgiving others
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