ready to become a Bat Mitzvah
she has grown so fast
I am not ready for this
well
I am
but
I am not
I honestly don't like my girls growing up sometimes
but
she is so ready
she is so prepared
we have all the clothes picked out
the jewelry
and the shoes
the parties planned
the meals decided
there is just so much to do
but
my speech
I say it in my head at night
every night
trying to perfect it
trying to make it sound like I want
but
I don't think I will ever get it right
trying to tell her how I feel
but
here is where I try-
Lucy, when you were born your
daddy and I always said that you were the best present we could have ever
give your sisters. But, we were wrong;
you have been a gift to all
of us. Your smile is contagious, your
energy is outstanding and you always make sure that someone in the family is
laughing with you! We have been so lucky
that you have always been a part of our family.
Honestly, I can’t believe I
am here, my baby is 13. Yes, this event
is bittersweet, it is the last of our family’s bat mitzvahs, but this one is so
special because it is yours and you made it so different from your sisters and
mine.
People kept asking me, does
it get easier, do I have it down pat now---and the answer is NO. This service, the preparation work, the
planning was all about you-you helped make the decisions all along the
way. Like the jewish adult you became
today, you knew that you have a right in the decisions that affect you. This
weekend is to celebrate you, your accomplishments, your accolades, and your
individualness.
I value your differences-I
love how much you care about others. Since you were practically raised going to
fun Saturdays each month for so many years, it was a habit, not a new mitzvah
project for you. It was great to find new ones-caring for children and seniors
who can’t help themselves and will appreciate your art was such a fun
project. And, as you know, it doesn’t
have to stop here. You can always have
your friends make fun placemats for different holidays-you know that mitzvah
work does not begin and end solely to become at bat mitzvah, it is life altering,
it is a lifetime commitment to the practice and changing your projects over
time –like Go Red for Women and Greene Family Camp, next week, maybe you’ll
find something else.
Your laugh is infectious and
not to share that is a misfortune. Being silly is a fabulous trait that you did
inherit from your daddy, along with his face, and watching you share that with
so many people is a pleasure.
One of my favorite qualities
about you, is how you always make lemonade out of lemons, you always find the
silver lining----I remember when you were little and once while skiing down a
mountain, you fell down, you looked up at me, and said “well, as long as I am
here, I am going to make a snow angel” most kids would have cried or gotten
angry at themselves, but not you. You’re
always looking for the good in everyone and everything. You are always the first one to compliment
someone you meet, you notice new haircuts, new glasses and cute outfits. I am
always so proud when you meet new people and act confident in front of others
immediately.
These last few months have
been very hard on our family, and sometimes you didn’t want to talk about it,
but, deep down, it did bother you. You
always try to find the good in things, and today, things are SO good with our
family, and you share that with all us daily.
Thank you so much for your inspiration.
You make me so proud.
Once you spent the night out,
and the next day the father told me, it’s official, she even smiles in her
sleep. That beautiful big smile-may you
never hide it, or hide behind it. It
does a world of good to everyone who comes in contact with it.
Thank you for sharing it with
me every day. I love you-and am so proud of you today and every day!
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